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Feb. 9th, 2007 | 09:02 am
music: Norah Jones -Dont Know Why

wel i'm back.. and it feels great!! :)
Life is really good to me rite now.. feeln lots more positive bout everything, life, love, money! :-D
I really dont even know wher to start with things.... but this is a massive thank u to everyone that has been ther for me over the last few months, who made me c that life is really worth living and that heartbreak isnt really the end of the world!!! :) (although most ppl that i'm sayin thank u to wont b actually reading this)

As i am at work, i dont not have sufficient time to post as much as i'd like to... so that requires me to leave the rest of my post to another time... 

PS Hi to everyone i havent spoken to/emailed in ages!!! I love u all... n miss ye!! :-D

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Sep. 18th, 2006 | 02:58 pm

ok ok ok, i know its been absolutely ages since i've been on here.... n i'm sorry for those of u that actually read my blog.

anyways, life has seriously changed a helluva lot for me in the last month, me n d gf broke up, i had to move out, n n d process have already lost some friends. fantastic.

its been jus over 4 wks since me n nik broke up, her doing.... jus got sick of each other n needed d space i guess. so now we're not talkn at all... n i dont know how i'm taking it actually, since somedays i'm doin good n den others i'm not.

but we'll c how good of a healer time is...

chek bak soon

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se ha venido al fin

Aug. 27th, 2006 | 09:41 pm
location: my home for one more day
mood: blankblank
music: luz casal

wel pride is officially over again for another yr... n me n nikki broke up..... and ther's rumours bout me around already.... and i got cat's number... and she's really cute......... and she thinks i'm really cute too.... YAYAYAYAYAY!!! :)

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Jul. 19th, 2006 | 01:26 pm
location: los cristianos, tenerife
mood: crankycranky
music: everytime we touch Cascada

estas vacaciones se hace una mierda. pasaba algo malo a nikki y ger anoche.. y otras cosas k no kiero hablar de.
volvemos a irlanda manana, por la noche.. back to reality i suppose, had to do it sometime.
not been feeling the best the last couple of days, guess that would b the depression, which i´ve been reading up about a lot lately. i jus cant stop being so aggressive with ppl here, n i hate it. i jus cant stop, no matter what i say it comes out that its confrontational. the fuckn thing is i know exactly what is wrong wit me i jus dont know how to fix it. am sitting in an internet place here n los cristianos tryin not to cry as i write this stuff..
i dunno if i want out of me n mrs, or not. it seems we´ve drifted apart a lot, n this holiday hasnt fixed it. but if i get some help n stuff n change then mayb...
oh wat d fuck do i know.. i´m jus a miserable aul cunt!

PS L word season 3 starting this saturday n LIVING TV... gotta get it on the tv first.. gotta call NTL today

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Jun. 25th, 2006 | 02:51 pm

NORAH'S JONES new band... El Mad Mo
her dressed in a blonde wig, denim skirt, fishnet stockings... completely unrecognisable.. until she sings.. chek out pics!!! jus so ppl wouldnt recognise her, she has called herself No-Jo....


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una mezcla d sentimientos.

Jun. 25th, 2006 | 01:32 pm
location: en casa
mood: cheerfulcheerful
music: bebe-Malo

is ther such a thing as overkill-wel i think that's what i'm doin to sarah mcleod.. n her awesome music. but in fairness, there is only a wee bit of time a day wher i actually get to play her stuff (ie. when nikki's in bed/working, or ger is in bed/ out.)
NEVER ENOUGH is the new fave, guess it has been for quite sometime. Spent a good deal of time deleting "friends" n adding some new ones on Myspace.com yesterday. 
really really really really really really reallyreally really really really really REALLY missing Gosia. tried her email address-it doesnt work. tried calln her last nite-that didnt work either. strange. i just want to hear from her.

Airshow is on today-dunno if going coz nikki has apparently planned a surprise for us-dunno what it is-dunno when it is-all i know is ther's a bottle of champagna in the fridge.

found bebe n myspace-am jus adding my music tastes as frnds. :)

strano last nite-actually was lesbians in it, besides mé féin. thats always good.

HOLIERS in 2 wks n 2 days-WOO HOO!!! :-D

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Jun. 16th, 2006 | 11:07 am
location: irlanda, todavia
mood: energeticenergetic
music: sarah mcleod Never Enuf

muy buenas!
had a really really good wk at work this wk. finally got signed off n UV touch up n wednesday morn, i did have to sign like 12 pages, coz i had done so many lots in training. anyways, so i managed to reach the target of 36 lots yesterday (a day after gettn signed off).. n every1 was really proud of me. at last i've found sumit i'm actually good at!!! :) its been good for the self confidence.

so todays my day off numero 1
here are my plans: (not in any specific order)
1.  watch sum L word
2.  chat wit sazter later mayb
3.  clean bathroom
4.  pray the sun comes out for a while n it stops raining
5.  choose what colour(s) i want my hair to b next
6.  wait til nik's finished work @3, n mayb go into town for a while.
7.  have breakfast, a healthy diet of OJ n crunchy nut cornflakes
8.  go into HMV n order in Sarah Mcleod's new album (actually any of them would do!)
9.  get some DVD's off big john, later on
10. Get some news off candice as to wher she's stayin n stuff, n if she wants to come out tonight wit meself n michelle
11. look for sumit for dad for dad's day n sunday, n mayb find sumit for Tash for her 21st.

thats quite a lot of stuff to do.... i feel tired already.
oh... the sun is comin out, n its not raining anymore... guess there must b a god somewher.

PS 3 wks to go til holiers in tenerife.. YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!

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meant to say.......

Jun. 7th, 2006 | 05:57 pm

in last update,
went to Westside Library yester eve n way home to view Anne Frank exhibition.
very informative.
must make a point of going to more exhibitions like that!!!

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summer is still here.

Jun. 7th, 2006 | 05:49 pm
mood: thirstythirsty
music: Missy Higgins Scar

wel its good news, our good weather has officially lasted a wk.. heres hopin it lasts a few more wks!!! the sun is splitting the rocks, the sky is clear, there is a lovely fresh summer smell in the air, and its between 25-30 degrees all the time-heaven. so far i've gotten a v good colour on my forearms, ending jus after my elbows, my attempts at gettn the rest of my arms tanned (or at least coloured in some way) are proving fruitless, no matter how long i sit in the sun without sun cream on them!!!!

jus after gettn home from work, half hr cycle, am sweating like  a pig (n i bet none of u wanted to know that!).. have noticed i'm actually losing some weight from it, n i feel fitter. yayay.

N is pissing me off again, but i'm not dwelling, she can make the fuckn effort anymore, why should i?

almost signed off on UV touch up-probably tomoro, am good at it jus gotta pick up speed. they're all amazed i can pick things up so fast, has surprised Tom n Deirdre, so now they've decided their gonna train me up on UV attach as well, n mayb UV prep... so i wont b so bored.

this wknd is Teresa's 50th, n Ger's 31st... so wil b n athlone all wknd. then wk after that gotta go home for natasha's 21st in Mc Carthys.. that should b fun. havent seen her in ages. dunno what to get any1 for the birthdays...
any1 got any ideas???

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Jun. 4th, 2006 | 04:36 pm
location: aki como siempre
mood: depresseddepressed
music: friends theme

wel its a rollercoaster of a ride, my emotions that is. down n dumps again, n this time it is my fault.
came home last nite n roared at nikki, was completely pissed.. dont even know why i did it, but i know it definitely was to do wit erin. its been our latest fight topic for the last while. its not the i dont like her, its i hate nikki spending ALL her fuckn time wit her. i know she needs space, but how much fuckn space is too much?????
its pretty come to the stage again that she doesnt wanna spend time wit me. she jus say its over already.

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